i dont really post this kinda shit but i can't breathe in this quiet. u were always the one holding my mess together, pulled me outta hell more times than i can count, from liberty to los santos and every back alley mistake. u also were the only one who could give me that look, the same one dad gives when he’s too disappointed to even yell at me.
u saw every crack in me and never walked away, even when i made it impossible. i was always moving too fast to notice. skipped family dinners. ignored your texts. acted like you’d always be there to bail me out.
should've been there more. i played with death so many times but it just took the wrong sibling. the universe is a cruel fucking joke for taking you when you still had so much left.
hug ur people while u still can and go to that boring family dinner because one day they might take them too soon.
save me a seat and light my smoke, i'll be late but i'll get there
Roan ๐๏ธ๐ค