in my mind

ive been
shot at in front of my home
I was
arrested right before my show
they did
question me for hours on end
before
they threw me in a fuckin cell
i
would never ever fuckin tell
you can
never ever question my soul
ive lost
every single thing that i had
its no
wonder that my heart turned black

i just had to reach out to you
i had to let you know
that i could never get over you
i couldnt let you go
youre still in my mind

tried to be sober and it lasted a while
but its just not my style
its been too long since i saw your smile
I still remember when you cried at my trial
i cant do it now its gonna spiral
thats what you said but i think its just denial
we're done im leaving and thats motherfuckin final
but you couldnt say it with your hand on the bible
you couldnt swear on it
you couldnt swear on it

i just had to reach out to you
i had to let you know
that i could never get over you
i couldnt let you go
youre still in my mind

.


dont ever tell them if they even were to ask
just let them know that its one of those days
maybe we should just stay in this place
maybe we shouldnt walk our separate ways

maybe we were never meant for more
i think that u should close that door
i think that we might wake up on the floor
cus we're seeing bottles and some more
maybe we'll meet somewhere again
i hope that it will be far away from here
i wish that we could finally face our fears
til then we're seeing bottles and some more

dont ever tell them if they even were to ask
just let them know that its one of those days
maybe we should just stay in this place
maybe we shouldnt walk our seperate ways

I Get That All The Time

lyrics:
yea i got an issue
can u imagine what it might be
everytime i close my eyes
anxiety keeps creepin in
and i know im paranoid
cant sit still in just one place long
always gotta move along
its a curse that u keep holding on

i know u might not understand
i get that all the time
we stuck our heads in sand
to hide from everyone
cant even look at me
its fuckin sad to see
what we turned out to be
but its no longer we

yea i got an issue
can u imagine what it might be
all the things u did for me
and all the things i did for u
cant measure up to father time
i hope that ill be fine
this isnt what we planned
this wasnt our design

i know u might not understand
i get that all the time
we stuck our heads in sand
to hide from everyone
cant even look at me
its fuckin sad to see
what we turned out to be
but its no longer we

This Isn't What We Discussed

lyrics:
i really wish that it could be us
but we both know that itd be unjust
cause everything we had is a bust
this isnt part of what we discussed
it left us in a feel of disgust
it makes me want to wear a disguise
i wouldnt be upset if i died

Acting Class


lyrics:
ive been hearing some things
and ive been doing some things
i just want to see what it brings
i still might want to join in
dont count me out just yet
ill change everything to fit in
i wanna be like everyone else
i'd do anything, except for being myself

i dont want to know what it takes
everything i see feels fake
even if its right infront of my face
its a feeling that i cannot shake

ill dress however u want
anything to play this part
dont want anything that sets me apart
i'd give anything, maybe i dont need my heart

i dont want to know what it takes
everything i see feels fake
even if its right infront of my face
its a feeling that i cannot shake

I'll be at Hell on Hawick at 8PM on the 6th. Come thru

Something That I Need

lyrics:
its something that i need to have
something u cant know about
ive came back to take everything
that makes me who i am
its something that i need to have
something i shouldnt forget
its new to u but i've been here before
and this is just my luck

its something that i need
its something that turns me to me
its something that i need
a poison that turns me to me

its something that i need to have
something i always bring with
its something that u would not understand
something u could never have
its something that i need to have
something i could never give
its new to u but i've been here before
and this is just my luck

Hypocrite

lyrics:
im a fuckin hypocrite
(i know i know)
i know youve had enough of it
(i know i know)
now youre just sick of it
(i know i know)
youre feelin like we shoulda split
(i know i know)
i promised u that i would quit
(i know i know)
but then i got fucked up again
(i know i know)
then i come on back again
(i know i know)
and we make it all up again
(i know i know)

i say one thing and do another
i know it makes you tired
you make me feel inspired
youre all i ever desired
youre the only one i ever admired
for you im walking thru fires
i feel it in my every fibre
wont stop til my body expires

i know i cant tell lies to her
cus shes seein right thru me
i say one thing then do another
i miss bein inside her
u know i tried my best with u
but i never really knew what to do